Yesterday, baby took off and he fetch me from school walked to his house slack and baby cooked half boiled egg and gave me bird nest. Baby really have a long day yesterday, since morning he woke up and went down to checkpoint to get his top alter, went to posb bank near my house and get a new book replacement , lastly fetch me it's a long and hot day for him . After slacking @ his house for awhile then took train to bugis get tops, bottoms and also dress for myself , 150 bucks really worth for me to bugis , went to paipai then shopping .
All is baby choose for me, thank you baby your choices is my loves but i still haven get my one more new pairs for shoes ! Baby say no more shoes already ! so mean....
We went to have a walk @ iluma saw someone there but i thinki she also don't know me, one slipper caught my eye but baby was holding my purse . so too bad, next time then...=)
Today:
Just came back from school not long and my mind doesn't feel calm, thinking of something but i don't even know what !
Everything i did start to go wrong, everything i say never link to the picture at all !
Whats wrong with me ?
I have to stop going on with what im doing, i knew that im totally different then other.
sorry i can't tell in details because someone is reading it here.














Its already 322am, just came back from meeting baby and his friends .
Morning, im late for class the train slow is not im slow and it's @ dhoby ghoat and not admiralty . I think i will not put on my phone to 'silence mood' because my friends and baby text me i can't even feel the vibrates ! Shit right ! Later they think i purposely ignore their texts. DG students are not really friendly by their looks they look very fierce and if there is this girl if she don't like anyone she will say directly to the person face . Its my first day of malay lesson and the teacher don't really seems to know in teaching us malay subject, he say what asked we all write what . After class fika , atiqah and me went to long john and today is atiqah first day working @ cotton on (ruby) at ang mo kio hub, i hope she is not late just now ?
Went to PS and i bought plain top again from giodano and i saw mymelody plus also daiso , so now i want to grab anything from daiso more easier . Next went to art lesson and not much pupils there and i have loys to catch up ! Its very fun, huda is very good in drawing and she did it so nicely ! wherelse behind me also pro in drawing and also pro in singing and acting ! They are so funny and they love each other so much ! so i snap lots of his pictures ! hahas!
After lesson, baby fetch me and we went to PS to grab mymelody for me , and off to town meet saikit and more @ faiz plaza , baby bought 2 top from prise , saikit also bought 2 top from pescade and he should not be afraid of his size my dear if the cutting big sure have your size, i hope he happy with the top that me and kelvin choose ? next stop to heren, nelson bought his new top in red (if i am not wrong) suit him ! i hope you like it !2nd last stop somerset 313 and desmond bought his new top from vintage , cool colour choose by baby ! =) like it ? Last stop to east coast to grab mac donald and after that when to see bear bear , desmond caught three of then in yellow, red and orange . cute de !
So desmond send one of his friend home and then me , thank you for sending , appreciate it a lot !
Im starting to have panda eyes already .
sleep ya.
Nights
Everything was just left behind ever since i started school, i have no time to update, too tired & also lazy.
recap what i've done, this week.
Monday, mom didn't turn up for her work and down with migraine, we went to admiralty after thinking so many times about my studies, mom and dad ask me to try on this one. The fees and subjects are very expensive, but still mom paid for me 2k **
and i've started school the next day, fast right ? i know . Is like you got money can schools, no money no schools. I told mom that the rest of my fees i'll pay, next month need to pay $400 and august 2k . When i asked from my friends to teach me in some of the subjects and laugh, saying "your face wanna study "? confirm ? I said YA! why? anything wrong ?
I really have to turn up asking my friends who is clever in the subjects that i'm down with. So tuesday is my 1st lesson and its very boring, for that two hours ! Second day is a bit fun, met new friends and its my favourite subject ENGLISH ! And today, the third day of school feeling very very tired although im only studying for two hours per day !
Meet twinny @ civic and she bought her cute little camera ! i hope somone is not jealous of it ya twinny . hees!
Also grab shushi and after that head back home and get change, off to my second lesson @ dhoby ghaut art lesson and i tell you something that you might think that im crazy ! ART is the most difficult to compare then other subjects, math, english and m.t have formula but art don't have and every drawing you drew shows everything about you. My brain running away thinking all this . But i hope its going to be fun when the lesson goes on. ?
I also saw mdm Azah in the bus, any problems with my malay can asked her. Thanks alot!
Off to sleep now, tomorrow have to wake up for schools.
nights
Currently @ work with my auntie .
Baby fetch me from worked @ 1230 outside my doctor's clinic, walked to Yew Tee, actually baby haven eaten anything for his breakfast, but i already eaten mine, so he change his mood & said he does not want to eat anything. So, took mrt to admiralty to check out about N level & O level thing, and guess what the cost is $3000. (crazy right ?)
Lastly, took bus home and baby drop off near his house bustop because his going to Chong Pang with his parent to thicken his gold chain. Ouh, i forgot something, there is one night this lil angel gave me 500 buck.=)
So i reached home, and straight to sleep when i work up there's the lil angel seating right beside me and said "i heard from grandma you want to continue schooling ? is that right ?" Then i replied "yes" the angel said that if the fees of the school not enough tell me.
Thankyou so much.
I still don't know what i wanna do with that money ?
Someone who is so important to me & kelvin is out ....
Its him, the guy who never smile, the guy who always silence, the guy who usually worked @ lucky plaza, the guy with fringe one-side, the guy who always put his hands behind him when walking.
I remembered when i last play msn with him, and he did said when he came out he want to see both me and kelvin infront of the gate awaiting for him, but sadly kelvin lost contact with him and also his brother. I really waiting for these day to come but in the end we cannot fetch him. Hymn, but baby said tomorrow we're meeting him .
Haha...~ I'll complain 1001 thing to him about kelvin . Hahs, no la joking only.
Welcome home, kwang ..