When to school today and i was awaken by yati & bb plus my alarm clock, yati didn't went to school due to fever and that kills my mood, so i text Eyla and she just woke up at 7 so waited for her to get prepared and ready to go. Reached class everyone and we're late but i am so lucky that Miss Phua didn't say anything she just smiled and asked how am i feeling, talked to her and pass her my MC and my poorly stomach starts to talked, after Miss Phua gave us some work to do and we're off to canteen grab some meal! Well, yeah! Eyla really grow her appetite on eating, and she show me something that i wanting all the time, but its was just for display.Next lesson we had, BEG and Mrs Foo really misses me and misses my energy too, she share with us some korea movie and till now i don't even understand what is story is all about. LPDX when to auditorium room to have our presentation done, sadly yati didn't turn up so we skip and we went to back of the room playing tai-ti although i don't know how? but i learn.. trying to create a small and but i just can't stop thinking, life! I've learn something new, there is this sickness called " bulimic" this sickness happens to most likely girls,its about FAT i've seen the video and its shows a girl around 20 plus she thinks that she is plum and whenever she eats she will vomited all out. Crazy ya! Lastly, we got POA and test is going on but i was sleeping so sweetly, seeing Eyla so stress up doing the questions. Hahs, tomorrow will have to stay back for LPDX & POA revision.

This is the link of the video i was sharing:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXyMlD5vygE

Meeting you tomorrow, bb

The sun & moon has come and go turning one day to another, with a blink of an eye you're been sleeping for five days without giving an answer. You know that we're waiting, but you just can't control you're body weakness my friend, but you have to be strong to open your eyes and move your fingers, just your fingers to make your mom smile just a small smile.. All this makes me so confused, questions and questions running in my mind asking why did you eat? are you stress? you take it for fun? Is that what you only eat? you with who that night? what were you thinking? what time you slack at there? Your partner is our friend & he let you! now i know what is friend and what is bustard, he know that hafiz is still a small kiddo but he still let, i like never believe all this happened and it started from you boy. I hope you will get caught and never spreed your influence to the rest. Now hafiz lying down, and what you can do? i know you still taking & thinking its just a small matter. What goes around comes around.

Thought of visiting him today but im working later.



god, we're hoping from you.

im working later with auntie, hope everything will be just fine.

Seeing you lying down, sleeping for two days in your bed with your heart beat not strong enough, really makes me fall and cry. You never look like you nor breathing like you. With swollen face, wires all around you, eyes must be covered, your lungs are not working well, your kidney been pock with wires & wires in your mouth, does not look like Hafiz anymore. It all happened in one night with one person where you called "brother" you really slipped away that day, i founded it won't be the same. I went speechless after standing by your bed, holding your fingers & cry. I wanted to shout at you asking you to wake up, but i just can't. I hope you can hear me, although im not talking? I wish not to leave you, seating by your side waiting for you to awake. I know the answer of you my friend, but i keep forcing it not to happened, please don't leave me! Wake up! lets go swimming pool, slack at your house play x box, play block catching, play under the rain, the happy times still not enough for me. i had my wake up & why won't you wake up & i keep asking why?? Seeing your mother holding your leg, and crying seeing her son lying down unconscious really kills her part of life, she been seeing, taking care of you for 17 years and 6 month end up lying down for two days of sleeping and not waking up? You're too young to go, there is still a lot more to be done.. Your duty is not finish and you're not prepared. (kau pergi tak bawak berkalan) please god! Give him another one more chance to change? Just one more.. I know that if he survive his not going to be normal, but better then leaving the world. Papa, said that there is still hope to live if his !@#$%^& all come out.

Meeting kelvin tomorrow afternoon..

Doing housework tomorrow.

Now i know what is human, now i know what is friends. All i thought is people infront of me can be trusted but i was wrong, totally wrong. They are playing and saying behind my back, just like fakeshit do! Thanks la, working won't be the same like it used to, its okay we will walk slowly and never turn back with all those word you said. =)  We know where we stand, we know who we are. I told you already that she cannot be trusted, she is wearing a mask but you trust nothing from me and trying your luck see now what happened?

Girl, im waiting to see your child "normal" after all this while stepping on my head.

Its first day of school and my eyes battery is running low but my mouth is fully charge.

creating a new blogger.

Im not emo or anti-social

I want to talk to your friends but i don't know what to talk? And when i need you around, you're not there. You with your friends jumping and running around without searching where i am? Ya, you saw me texting and chatting with people but you don't know who? I realize that, and i also just keep quiet. You told me about your Ex, and i gave you a smile telling you to go if you still into her. Ya, i know its very stupid to give in a special person to another bitch but there is no point keeping you if your heart never stays with me. You change a lot, totally into different person and i keep wondering why? i have no strength to asked anymore, everything i keep to myself and only my sisters know it better. Its very easy to get a girl but this is what i been asking myself, can they wait for you when your bike is down? Can they bare their stomach empty just to be with you? Can they shut their mouth when they saw you chatting with another girl? Can they give a smile when they heard you saying about your ex? Can they bare your attitude for leaving them in the dark? Can they? If they can then go.. I won't say a single word.  I know that every girl has their own ways of treating, but i bare and cry hoping you would change just like the way i know you from the start.

Can i have my happiness